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Occasionally, my feeling toward the writings are out of fun, but often they come from a place unknown to even myself. They are not always necessarily from my own experiences, but from aloft somewhere in another world that I believe we all posses within our minds.....like a dream.
Below are examples of verbal imagery that is pulled from within a place that does not exist:
I never
thought I would say this,
and
so glad we said goodbyes,
has to be a bit of balance -
You're always
down, I'm never high.
We just
lost our rhythm,
I just
found my feet,
And not a
shamed to say it -
I have
been released.
Gold
without the silence.
Thunder without the storm.
My life
without you -
is now being
reborn.
There is
peace without the madness -
Joys in the
you're not here.
I love my
life now -
again without
the tears.
Where did
we go wrong, I guess..
The "one more
time" - I fear.
....One more
time and it's not over -
Then we
disappear.
For You
It's just a heartache - it ain't nothing new
You'd think by now I'd be over you.
But some thing will never change - they linger on.
you'd think by now I'd see it's gone.
But I can't let go - this love for you.
Deep inside I know - we are through.
Still my heart keeps holding on - to all we used to do.
No I can't let go of this love for you.
But I'll be okay - in the morning's light.
It's just the darkness of the night.
The stars will always play - in the back of your mind.
It's so hard to leave old dreams behind.
Desolation deprivation,
I know nothing of where I stood before.
Could it be depths of where I once was -
in the catacombs of my strength,
To pull this dedication from unsighted places,
In my memory I find.
Desolation deception.
and through all of this, I'm bleeding diamonds,
I find this sacred place demeaning inside.
Show dedication, strength for humanity.
Humility.
Desolation dedication.
A shoulder to cry on. Here I stand. Alone.
It was me all along.
Shouting in petulance.
Nightmare reality before me. Restore me.
Cover me with integrity, and all I find is
Desolation, more frustration.
I've found my own desolation.
Some of my writings are reflections of a single moment's thought:
Dichotomy Of Me
When looking outward - comprehend who am I.
swallowing emotions is the moonlit sky.
Better than lifelike - no words define.
My drive for life was never not mine.
Sacred trust emotions in vain,
I realize inner thoughts absorbed again.
It was that - what need to complete,
Is was that - as free is 'free'.
Followed by change- in a flood of fear,
The whisper of betrayal- follows me near.
I gaze back again to a past -
to find what shatters, and what is what lasts.
Never is equated, related in time,
Tomorrow's dream borders the sublime.
Moon And Sun
I wondered today,
what the world would be without you with me.
So, here are some feelings I cannot hide.
Without you in this world there would be no sun,
no stars no moon.
Away from you I wish.
I would wish to hold you soon.
But when you're with me,
all the stars,
moon and sun
are all out together.
All I could ever dream is for the constellations
to shine like that forever.
The Human Connection
Amazing how a hand-clap is like the rain,
It�s amazing how your love can be in vain.
Gives me a spirit,
reminds you of love you had.
Pay for your fortunes love, don't be sad.
Love without condition..
Love yourself completely.
Tie the love to someone true.
Mostly, the only one you trust is you.,
True emptiness comes no love at all.
Emotionless love can cause your fall.
No matter of yesterdays love you always had.
Remember your connection, don't be sad.
Yesterday came and went - you'll never get it back.
Look forward, keep your life forever on track.
Look to the sky to give yourself power.
Love yourself, every minute, every hour.
Contemplate your destiny as if it were true.
Usually, the only one you trust is you.
Feel your hurt as it builds inside.
The only one from yourself you can't hide.
Love yourself, every minute of every hour.
Look to the heart to give yourself the power.
to love.
Your Light
I wish to hold you - on
and dream ethereal - madness I
open up my mind - now
carry me away - on the
wind of the night - now I
cover my soul with - the
care of your light - I
never want to lose you -
tonight I -
Never wanna lose you
Your love's a waterfall - washing
clean of my sadness - then
you come here where I'm dreaming - I
want to love your feeling - I
don't wanna lose your feeling - I
want to love your feeling.
Feeling your purity - surround me I
don't ever wanna lose you - I
feel it in the wind blow - I
love it when you're here now - I
dontwannaletyougonow.
Drowning
I'm going home
I've played the game
several years and I am done
I won't sell myself
won�t give myself no matter what you do
that'd be no better than you
not give it up - like you do
backwards into all you do when you lose
You say - you love me
just wonder what I'd say
word on the street is that you'll up and run away
I feel uneasy
they know your name
cause I lie to profit - then refuse the blame
that'd be no better than you
I'm not giving up
till I'm through even though I'm drowning too
all you do
when you lose
that would be no better then you - I don�t give it up like you do
even though I'm drowning too
Some (for various reasons) are an actual "work in progress". Below, is example of such a work in various stages of finish:
THE HOUSE OF 40 SHELVES
the house
of forty shelves has time to borrow,
time to
think and time for sorrow,
it has
words of wisdom, and things you keep,
shelves of things lost and things for sleep.
Dimensional Fate
Like dominoes falling from their seats
speak fortune fate's defeat
return a deadlock shroud worlds apart
jet-set runway is set to depart
farce giving way to fortune's fame
Isolated pockets from time again
Demonic wheel of fate turns free
What are you looking for, said fox to me
I cannot walk the golden ox stride
Torture of fate
pulls truth's shadow's hide
Harmony in bliss
ride along side
time adrift -
though afar
you've turned out
a telepathic star
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